Hiatus

Thank you to anyone that has read my blog, and I hope you've enjoyed at least some of my posts.  

At this time I've decided to take a break from this blog.  

I've titled this post "Hiatus" since I know writing can ebb and flow, and may continue again sometime in the future.

Until then...

Subtle sissy hints

Talking to my wife about exploring my feminine side was one of the hardest things I've done in my life. 

How do you introduce the subject? 

How do you break the news? 

How will she react? 

What if she's repulsed? 

Luckily she listened and agreed to consider what I was saying, and over time was pretty accepting.

The second hardest thing I've done in my life was tell her I'd been thinking about cocks, wondering what it would be like to put one in my mouth. All of the same questions from before came screaming back into my head.

For whatever reason I started dropping hints instead of just sitting down with her and being honest.

For example I asked her, "Sweetie, why don't we take a day trip tomorrow? I was thinking we could take the ferry across the bay and find a hiking trail. It's almost peak foliage."

"Sure, Babe, that sounds like fun. Why don't you look up some trails before we go."

Then while I was preparing the backpack with supplies, I slipped a book into the bottom. Once we were settled on the ferry, I subtly took the book out and waited for her reaction.  She was busy watching the scenery out of our window and didn't take any notice.

That's when I dramatically lay down with a big sigh.  I put my head down by the window with the book covering my face.  

That's when I heard my wife start giggling.

"Honey, is there something you want to talk about?" she asked.

Maybe my clue wasn't as subtle as I thought?  I peeked sheepishly over the book and took a deep breath. It was now or never.

"Actually, there is..."

It's all in the delivery

We ordered supper about an hour ago, so the delivery guy should be here any minute. I look down the road, shielding my eyes from the afternoon sun.

My wife appears by my side from out of nowhere. "No matter how hard you look, sissy, you're never going to find your masculinity again."

She laughs at her own joke as she walks back inside.

Sissy mentality

Putting on panties, a bra, stockings, a pretty dress, and high heels makes me feel feminine.  

Accessories like a matching headband, bracelet, and complementary earrings add those finishing touches.

Carefully applying foundation, blush, eye shadow, mascara, and lipstick helps me appear passable.

But bring out a big cock and I instantly become a submissive sissy slut that's not afraid to get dirty.

Sissy sandwich

"What do you say, sissy?" my wife asks as he enters me from behind.

"Thank you, ma'am, for letting me join you both in bed tonight."

"Oh Honey, it wasn't just my decision.  Use your manners and thank our guest as well."
 

"Thank you, sir, for including me in this moment," I say sincerely.  "I feel very lucky."

"While I agreed to this, it was your wife's idea to fuck you in front of her.  She wanted you to experience this too."

"Oh...yes sir, you're so big.  Uh, yeah, give it to me please," I beg.

The three of us writhe in ecstasy on the bed.  He pushes deeper inside me while my wife's hand finds my limp, wet cage.  

My climax builds as his cock rubs my prostate.  Their bodies press against mine, one from either side.  

My brain finally short-circuits as the sensations are overwhelming.  My muscles tighten, my limbs contort, and I inhale sharply.  I wait patiently to come back down to earth.

Now I see why I was included tonight.  Now I truly understand why she needs him in her life.

Sensitive nipples

"I love playing with your nipples, sissy!"

" I noticed you've taken a new liking to them recently.  How come?"

"Oh...um, they're...I mean when I found how hard they get when I rub them, I just can't stop."

"To be honest, it does feel so amazing.  I guess I never realized how sensitive my nipples were.  Who knew?  Oh, before I forget, you got a box in the mail today.  I left it on the counter.  What'd you order?"

"Oh, it's just your supplements.  You were almost out.  I'll fill your pillbox back up for you."

"Thanks, I really think they're working.  My face is less oily now and my skin just seems softer overall."

"Really?  I hadn't noticed..."

Remembrance: college

The apartment's quiet this Saturday night.  Usually us guys make the rounds at the bars, but tonight I tell my three roommates to go on out without me.  

I'd promised to hang out with my close friend Shannon, who'd been my friend since freshman year and just had a rough week with her boyfriend Jeff.

Shannon stops by shortly after they leave.  She's the only one that I've let in on my crossdressing secret.  She needs a distraction, so I ask her if she wants to help me dress up.  She says yes.

As she's putting the final touches on my makeup, there's a loud pounding on the door.  Peeking through the blinds, I see it's Jeff.  I roll my eyes.

I open the door slightly.

"Can I help you?" I ask him.  The stench of beer permeating from him makes my nose wrinkle.

"Who're you?" he asks, slurring his words.  He double-checks the number on the door.  "I wanna see Shannon."

"We're done, Jeff," Shannon says as she appears by my side.  "I've got nothing else to say to you."

"C'mon Shannon.  You don't mean that."

"Yes, I do.  We're through," she continues.  "I've got no use for you anymore."

"Fine.  How 'bout one last blowjob before I go?"  Jeff, being drunk and at the end of his relationship, apparently likes to burn bridges.

Shannon and I just start laughing at his nerve.  Then a hand cups my ear followed by a whispered voice.  "Have you ever given a blowjob?"

I spin towards Shannon with a look of shock on my face.  Slowly, I shake my head side to side.  This is a harmless white lie as I did give one dressed as a cheerleader and another at a house party.  But I digress.

She tips her head towards Jeff and raises her eyebrows questioningly.  I stare at her a moment, then slowly nod my head.  She mouths the words "follow my lead".

"You know what, Jeff?  We were together long enough, why not enjoy one last blowjob.  Come on in!" she says opening the door all the way.

Jeff smiles triumphantly and ambles inside.  She leads him to my room, where he collapses on the edge of the bed.

 Shannon opens his fly and pulls his dick out.  I see it's already starting to harden.  He doesn't seem to notice I'm in the room watching.

"Yeah, Babe, that's it," Jeff moans as Shannon takes him in her mouth.  Her head bobs slowly as she pleasures him.  He leans back and his eyelids droop with satisfaction.

That's when Shannon waves me over.  This is it, now or never.  I quietly kneel next to her and take hold of his cock as Shannon slides back.

Now that I'm closer I see Jeff has an average length cock, but wow is it thick!  It's still slick from a mixture of Shannon's saliva and his pre-cum.  I lick my lips with cock-lust.

Jeff mutters, "Oh, don't stop, Babe.  It feels so good."

I glance at his face with his half-closed eyes before placing my mouth around his hard-on.  My tongue finds his tip and settles underneath.  I create a vacuum with my mouth and move down his shaft.

I can't believe I'm going down on my friend's ex as she watches.  Also, I realize it's been way too long since I've had a cock in my mouth. 

I pick up the pace as Jeff moans.  I don't know how much he drank tonight, but hope he comes down my throat before he goes limp or passes out.  I really want his load!

I find myself really horny and getting into it.  Moans escape my mouth as I loudly suck and slurp with urgency.  

Jeff's moaning and groaning as well.  I think I even spot Shannon rubbing herself through her leggings out of the corner of my eye.

Suddenly I feel Jeff's hands on my head, pulling me firmly down his shaft. The head of his cock is pressing against the back of my throat.

"Uh...oh, yeah," he utters. His cock starts throbbing in my mouth as I wait for it. Then a spurt of his salty warmness hits the back of my tongue and another shoots down my throat.

He continues gripping my head between his big, strong hands while he waits for his orgasm to subside.  

Without much choice in the matter, I focus on swallowing the delicious nectar so it doesn't dribble out of my mouth. Shannon let's out a gasp as she watches me hungrily take everything he's got.

When he's done he puts his hands behind his head, and sighs contentedly.  

Shannon and I switch places again. She helps him back into his jeans as I wipe a few errant gobs from my chin into my mouth. 

Finally, we help him find his way out of the apartment. Surprisingly, he doesn't have much to say as he leaves.  But Shannon and I are giddy for hours!

Yin and yang

"Oh....uh-huh...that's the spot," she purrs.

With her legs spread before me, I grip her thighs and delve my lips further into her shaved mound.  My tongue finds and softly caresses her clit.

Her body shifts slightly as she places her heels on my back and pulls me even closer.  "Oh yeah, Baby," she moans.  "This is why I keep you locked up.  You understand why, right?"

Of course I understand.   She allows me fewer and less frequent orgasms, but routinely has me pleasure her.  Helping her reach orgasms fills me with lust.  Being denied release, I'm always in a constant state of arousal.  She's the one holding the key to my chastity cage, so I'm forever thinking of her and her happiness.

As she screams in ecstasy I remind myself that although I'm locked in chastity, it really is a perfect balance.  We're still useful to each other, and our marriage has never been stronger because of it.